A Voice In Ramah

Another world is possible…

  • Three Girls Watching a Plane, Vivian Cherry
    When I thought I was full, 
    God sent more.
    God inspired more.
    God provoked
    and instigated more.
    And the Love
    that is of God
    grew.

    Love that is of God
    is big love,
    good love,
    enduring and grounded
    and soaring and sweeping
    and lyrical and quiet.

    It is ferocious love that
    knocks-down-barriers-and-borders
    the I AM never made because
    the love that is of God
    refuses to be small.

    Love that is of God
    is practical and joyful
    and transformative
    and subversive --
    refusing to ever
    leave us be
    love.

    Love that is of God
    is sufficiency
    and transforms into abundance
    when shared with another.

    Love that is of God
    never subtracts,
    never diminishes,
    never humiliates,
    never erases - anyone.

    Love that is of God
    is the antidote to lies.
    Love that is of God
    tells the healing truth,
    weaves and re-weaves,
    and braids together,
    and adds and multiplies
    and compounds love.

    Love that is of God
    is limitless
    and stubborn
    and it never, ever dies.

    That love is too big for borrowed tombs.
    That love swallows up death.
    That love shares power with
    the beloved
    to keep
    getting up
    because that love loves.

    Love that is of God
    makes a home
    in all of the places
    and in all of the people,
    and in all of the stories
    that we would not.

    Love that is of God
    beckons us to stretch,
    to be more -
    to see more -
    to want more -
    to pursue more -
    to feel more -
    not because we are not enough
    but because we are more.
    Love that is of God
    says, "Be who you are."

    Love that is of God
    shows off,
    leading with a heart
    that delights
    in the giggles of children
    and the songs of the aged.

    Love that is of God
    cries and weeps and storms
    and becomes furious
    and indignant
    at the sight of
    God's beloved
    fashioning God's own
    words and resources
    into weapons and bonds
    and chains and stumbling blocks
    for God's beloved.

    Love that is of God
    breathes on
    the canvass of every night,
    turning up the wattage
    of every sparkling star
    assigned to lead
    the beloved to freedom.

    Love that is of God sings.

    Love that is of God searches,
    never sleeps,
    travels light,
    makes room,
    gathers chicks
    and stubbornly refuses
    to leave
    not nary a one behind,
    not nary a one out,
    not nary a one alone.
    Ever.

    When we think we are full,
    God sends more.
    God inspires more.
    God provokes and instigates more.

    And we know the love
    that is of God
    is alive among us
    when the
    love of God grows.

    Image: “Three Girls Watching a Plane,” by Vivian Cherry.

  • He was slight in body.  His eyes darted around the room and then settled on mine.  As we locked eyes, my heart seemed to stop for a moment — as if to acknowledge that what I was seeing with my own eyes demanded an end to business as usual — that I stop and take a breath – that I remember this moment.
    He was eleven years old.
    And he was incarcerated.
    I don’t know why he was incarcerated. I don’t know what he did “wrong.” But the fact that he was incarcerated means that he – at eleven years old –  is being held accountable for whatever his wrong was determined to be.   Truth be told, there will be no real accountability, however, for the adults and the systems that did him wrong long before he did wrong.  
    We — families, schools, churches, community institutions, child-serving agencies, fraternities, sororities — will just go on, business as usual until we are forced to come face to face with what we have thrown away with our policies of disinvestment, our denial of our “brother-keeping” responsibilities, our incredible toleration of community breakdown: another generation of children.  
    “Fathers 
    (and mothers, systems, community, churches, people) 
    do not provoke your children, 
    or they may lose heart.”
    Colossians 3:21
    Prayer:
    “God, what an indictment on us: children who have lost heart. We may be bold enough to ask You for forgiveness, because we’ve never seen You.  We’ve not had to lock eyes with You — so be in the eyes of our children. Grant that we would be courageous enough to not turn away. Send Your Spirit to arrest us and our practices of provocation. Give us yet another chance to get right with this generation, lest we all barrel down the road of no return.   Losing heart is not inevitable. You have promised that there would be “no breaching of the walls, no going into exile and no wailing in the public square.” Yet here we are — with few safe spaces for our children, with a generation exiled into poverty in the midst of such excess, and wailing, wailing, wailing.  Though we be, as the psalmist says, like a puff of wind and though our days be like a passing shadow, still You love us and have given us the power to sing a brand new song, to tell a story of hope. You have given us the power to repair the breach. Help us to use the power we already have for the sake of every eleven year old boy who is being held accountable for being an eleven year old boy.” Amen.

  • Here’s a hymn written by Jeanette Threlfall (1821-1880). She writes about the songs and praises of children lifted up to Jesus — Palm Sunday praises….for the One who welcomed them into His presence.

    1. Hosanna, loud hosanna, 
    the little children sang,
    through pillared court and temple
    the lovely anthem rang.
    To Jesus, who had blessed them
    close folded to his breast,
    the children sang their praises,
    the simplest and the best.
               
    2. From Olivet they followed 
    mid an exultant crowd,
    the victor palm branch waving, 
    and chanting clear and loud.
    The Lord of earth and heaven
    rode on in lowly state,
    nor scorned that little children 
    should on his bidding wait.
    3. “Hosanna in the highest!” 
    that ancient song we sing,
    for Christ is our Redeemer, 
    the Lord of heaven our King.
    O may we ever praise him 
    with heart and life and voice,
    and in his blissful presence 
    eternally rejoice!
  • Friends, 
    Here is the letter that went to all New York State legislators from the Children’s Defense Fund – New York.  I’m including it here in its entirety on my personal blog because I think that how we spend our money is a moral issue.  Budgets are moral testimonies.  They are practical demonstrations of what we value, what we hold dear.  Unfortunately, New York’s 2011 – 2012 budget targets children, poor people and vulnerable families to bear enormous burdens, while at the same time, exempting the wealthiest of New Yorkers from the burden to “share the pain.”
    So, I thought it important to share this letter and I hope that those who read it and the budget analysis that follows will call their elected officials.  It’s not too late.

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    February 22, 2011
    The Governor of the State of New York
    The New York State Senate
    The New York State Assembly
     
    The Children’s Defense Fund – New York (CDF-NY) is extremely concerned about the impact the Governor’s Executive Budget proposal will have on the children of New York and the future of our state.  While encouraged by efforts to reform the juvenile justice system, we are troubled by the level of reductions to preventive services, youth programs and education that will hurt the most vulnerable children and families.
    We know that difficult decisions must be made to put New York on the path to economic recovery.  Bold actions are needed to ensure that the budget is balanced and that New Yorkers continue to have the opportunities that make our state strong. 
    CDF-NY is working to promote critical systems change in the areas of juvenile justice, early childhood, children’s health and education.  To dismantle the cradle to prison pipeline that is funneling thousands of New York’s youth into the juvenile and criminal justice systems, we must ensure that every child has the appropriate and necessary support starting at birth. Our budget and legislative priorities reflect the principle of investing in programs that are effective and provide children and youth with the support they will need to be successful.  
    Investments in early childhood, youth services and education not only lead to financial savings in the future, but these investments also produce more positive outcomes for all of us.  We cannot afford to make decisions that may reduce the budget in the short-term but create the need for more costly interventions in the future. 
    Unfortunately, the Governor’s proposed budget includes significant cuts to programs that we know support families, prepare children to learn and succeed in school, and keep young people out of trouble. The proposed cuts to the home visiting, child care, after-school and summer employment programs are short-sighted actions that will prove to be more costly in succeeding budgets than the immediate savings achieved by these cuts for this budget year.  The budget proposal sends a dangerous message that New York will not invest in a child’s early development, keep them safe or prepare them for a successful future; New York would rather respond after a young person gets in trouble or falls behind in school. Even then, the response cannot be expected to meet the need. 
    CDF-NY urges you to ensure that the final budget proposal is fair and does not eliminate programs that are proven to create more positive outcomes for our children.  A more detailed budget statement is attached.  Specifically we hope you will work to:
    • restore funding for home visiting and keep the program out of any block granted structure;
    • support the closure of youth prisons, the elimination of the 12-month notification requirement and support the investment in community-based alternative-to-detention and alternative-to-placement programs;
    • restore funding for subsidized child care programs to the current level;
    • reject the proposed reduction in school aid, that coupled with the loss of American Recovery and Reinvestment Act (ARRA) funds, would seriously hamper school districts’ ability to serve children equitably and adequately.restore state funding for after-school programs and the summer youth employment programs;
    • oppose the creation of the Primary Preventive Investment Fund and restore full funding for the critical youth preventive programs; and
    • identify revenue options that will not hurt hard-working low- and middle-income New Yorkers. 
    CDF-NY recognizes that states across the country are faced with incredible financial challenges.  Some have opted to allow this challenge to be borne on the backs of children, poor people and vulnerable families.  While everyone has a contribution to make to our becoming “whole,” not all cuts can be equal.  Some cuts leave no room for recovery and eat away at tomorrow’s promise. New York has an opportunity to show the way forward for our entire country.  Strong, inspired, principled leadership makes the difference for all of us in tough times because the temptation for too many will be to prioritize easy cuts for today’s bottom line over what New York’s children and families need now to ensure a bright tomorrow for all of us. 
    Now is the time to end the legacy of investing in waste and inefficiency.  Now is time to transform those savings into resources that will make the difference in neglected communities. As you make the difficult decisions that must be made, I urge you to lead by protecting New York’s future – prioritize the needs of New York’s children and families.
    Sincerely,
    Emma Jordan-Simpson
    Executive Director
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    Children’s Defense Fund – New York Budget Priorities                  
    2011-2012 Executive Budget
    February 2011
    The Executive Budget proposal for SFY 2011-2012 closes a $10 billion budget gap primarily through reductions in spending and shifts in state support to financially strapped counties and cities.  The $132.9 billion budget proposes an across-the-board reduction of 10 percent on all agencies and reduces state aid to localities by more than $3 billion, primarily through reductions in School Aid and Medicaid.  While encouraged by efforts to reform the juvenile justice system and some efforts to improve our education system, we are greatly concerned about the level of reductions to preventive services, youth programs and education, as well as the significant cost-shift to localities. 
    Juvenile Justice
    ·         The budget proposes to eliminate the 12-month notification rule and close 376 beds.
    • The Governor has proposed a $13.5 million investment to improve services in OCFS (Office of Children and Family Services) facilities in the first year, and $24 million in the second.
    ·         The budget includes a cap on detention funding to localities.  Under this proposal, counties would only be reimbursed for youth deemed high risk by an OCFS validated Risk Assessment Instrument.  Counties would still be able to detain low and mid-risk youth but would have to cover the full costs themselves.
    ·         The Governor has proposed the creation of a Supervision and Treatment Services for Juveniles Program (STSJP) that will provide $31.4 million in 2011-12 growing to $48.3 million in 2012-13 for community-based alternatives to detention and placement.  (The budget also proposes to eliminate the existing $8.2 million for alternative programs, which will be consolidated into the new program.) A 62 percent funding stream is created for the STSJP. 
    CDF-NY applauds Governor Cuomo’s commitment to closing under-utilized youth prisons and investing in community-based alternative-to-placement programs.  Currently, the law requires the state to provide 12-months notification prior to closing a youth prison.  This requirement prevents the state from achieving the savings that result from the significant decline in the number of youth placed with OCFS.  While this law has never made sense, it has now led to the cost of each state placement to be more than $300,000 per bed as we continue to pay staff to work in empty facilities.  Not only does this waste taxpayer dollars on an abusive and ineffective system, it prevents the state from making the necessary changes that would create better outcomes for youth and improve public safety by significantly reducing recidivism rates. 
    We have strongly advocated for alternative programs because they are consistently successful at reducing recidivism, supporting youth and improving communities with a much smaller price tag.  Instead of spending more than $300,000 per bed in the state youth prisons and seeing more than 80 percent of the youth re-offend within three years, we should be investing in the more effective community-based programs, which cost between $5,000 and $17,000 per year and deliver significantly lower recidivism rates.  As the Governor said in his State of the State address: “Don’t put other people in juvenile justice facilities to give some people jobs.  That’s not what this state is all about and that has to end this session.”  We are hopeful that the legislature will support the Governor’s proposal and finally end the days of keeping empty facilities open and failing to provide youth with the services they need. 
    The Governor has also proposed capping the funding for local detention in order to pay for these new alternative programs.  While, in principle, CDF-NY supports stopping local over-reliance on pre-trial detention (and the concurrent over spending), we urge you to ensure that the final budget does not punish struggling counties and lead them to make reductions in critical preventive services in order to pay for detention costs because funding for local detention has been capped.  A phased-in or staggered approach to the detention cap will allow counties the time to develop new programs that can safely keep youth out of detention.
    Child Welfare and Youth Services
    ·         The Governor has proposed a change to the state reimbursement rate for the Adoption Subsidy program, decreasing the state share from 73 percent to 62 percent. 
    ·         The Governor proposes a reduction and cost-shift in Title XX funding. 
    ·         The budget proposes the creation of a new Primary Preventive Investment Fund (PPIF) at $35 million this year growing to $42 million next year.  This will be a competitive process for districts and is created by eliminating funding for home visiting, delinquency preventive programs, runaway and homeless youth programs, community optional preventive services, and settlement houses.  The new fund will invest 50 percent of the current funding for these programs. 
    ·         The budget eliminates TANF funding for programs including:
    §  Summer Youth Employment
    §  Advantage After-School
    §  Home Visiting
    §  SUNY and CUNY child care
    ·         The Budget eliminates $3 million for the creation of a long-term safe house for sexually-exploited youth under the Safe Harbor Act. 
    CDF-NY is very concerned about the extent of the cost-shift to localities and elimination of successful programs that help keep children safe and on the path to success.  Counties and cities are already struggling with massive budget deficits.   By significantly decreasing state support and reducing overall funding for preventive programs, the Governor is creating an environment that will lead to devastating cuts for programs that are designed to protect children and support youth on a path to success. 
    While we recognize the need for the state to reduce spending, the cuts proposed by the Governor will only increase the state’s need to invest in more punitive and expensive interventions.  The adoption subsidy is a successful and vital support to families who would otherwise not be able to care for the child financially.  It helps provide children with permanent caring families, and reduces state and local spending on foster care and administration.  Passing the state share to the counties will leave counties with no choice but to cut other programs that are designed to protect and support children. 
    CDF-NY strongly opposes the creation of the new Primary Preventive Investment Fund (PPIF).  This action, while labeled as a positive approach to prevent foster care and juvenile justice placements, will drastically reduce the availability of preventive programs and most likely increase the need for more costly and restrictive services.  The creation of this fund lumps together critical programs and provides less than half of the existing funding.  By creating a competitive environment with significantly less money, and requiring a local match, it is likely that counties will not even have the ability to support a fraction of the existing programs. 
    Most troubling of the cuts made through the PPIF and reduction in TANF funding is the loss of funds for the home visiting program, one of the most effective interventions to prevent child abuse and neglect and improve school readiness.  These programs provide much-needed support and intervention for at-risk families prior to a child’s birth or soon thereafter.  A recent study found that families enrolled in these programs are 50 percent less likely to be reported for abuse or neglect in the future and that this program decreases the chances of low birth weights for the children of African American and Hispanic women.  Studies on The Parent-Child Home Program have found that participants had higher rates of passing the 1st grade skills assessment and higher rates of high school graduation.  Providing these services up front to vulnerable families saves the state money on future child protective investigations, possible foster care placement, remedial education services and health-related costs associated with low birth weight children, while also improving the child’s growth and development as a result of growing up in a healthier and more supported environment.  We strongly urge you to ensure that home visiting remains fully funded and out of any block granted program. 
    Early Childhood
    • The budget holds funding for universal pre-kindergarten at the same level as the current year.
    • The budget reduces funding for subsidized child care by approximately $55 million, including a loss of federal ARRA funds and reduction in TANF funds. 
    • The budget does not include any funding for Quality Stars NY, the new performance rating system that New York has begun to test and implement. 
    • The Governor has proposed increasing the fee for reviews of the state central register from $5 to $60. 
    CDF-NY is extremely concerned about the loss of funding for vital early childhood programs at a time when they are even more critical to the stability of families and children.  While we are glad to see the continued commitment to fund the universal pre-kindergarten program, the other reductions in early childhood programs are troubling.  The subsidized child care system around New York State has continued to shrink despite the growing need for the services.  Rising costs combined with decreasing federal, state and local support are leading to the dismantling of this critical support for working families.  Subsidized child care is one of the most important supports for working families.  Child care is unaffordable for most lower-income working families.  Without subsidies, parents will either be unable to work or leave their children in environments that are not safe, reliable or preparing them for school.  Every dollar invested in early childhood services saves taxpayers $4 to $7 in the long run, and stimulates the local economy immediately. Cutting this service at a time of economic crisis does not make sense.  We urge you to ensure that at least $55 million is added back to the Child Care Block Grant in the final budget. 
    Education
    • The Governor has proposed reducing School Aid to $19.39 billion by implementing a $2.8 billion Gap Elimination Adjustment (GEA).
    • The budget includes a delay of the full phase-in of Foundation Aid until 2016-2017.
    •  The Governor has proposed conducting a comprehensive review of school district mandates to identify and eliminate mandates that hamper school districts’ ability to provide services.
    •  The budget proposal will incorporate wealth as a factor when reimbursing districts’ summer school special education costs, for an anticipated cost-savings of $57 million in State Fiscal Year 2011-2012.
    •  The budget creates two $250 million competitive incentive programs to reward school districts that:
    o   demonstrate significant improvements in student academic achievement and outcomes; and
    o   make structural changes intended to create efficiencies. 
    ·         The budget proposal also includes another cost-shift from the state regarding special school placements.  The state is shifting its share of funding for residential schools to the local school districts – increasing the school district share from 20 percent to about 53 percent.
    ·         The budget maintains universal pre-kindergarten funding at its current level. 
    The Governor has proposed many new cost-containing measures that would pass significant costs to local counties and cities.  CDF-NY is very concerned about this across-the-board approach to reducing education funding. Cumulatively, the property tax reduction, proposed GEA formula and the idea of delaying the phase-in of foundation aid would place already at-risk children throughout New York State in further risk of not receiving the support and services they need to succeed in school and in life. While we understand the need to rein in costs and applaud some of the initiatives proposed to create greater efficiency in our school systems, we are greatly concerned about the impact the proposed budget will have on already struggling school districts’ abilities to provide services and supports for their students in the near future.
    Family Assistance
    • The Governor has proposed to implement full family sanctions upon the second violation of the public assistance requirements, saving $7 million in state funds.
    • The budget proposes to delay the 10 percent Public Assistance grant increase for one year, creating a $29 million state savings. 
    The changes proposed by the Governor to the public assistance program are not worth the $36 million in savings that they will generate.  The new full family sanctions mean, in essence, that instead of just sanctioning the offender (the parent) they will now sanction the entire family (the children).  This proposed rule will end up punishing children who have no decision-making authority regarding compliance with the requirements.  It will also further destabilize struggling families. While CDF-NY encourages compliance, we recognize that the families receiving public assistance face many challenges and hardships.  Further destabilizing their economic stability will place many more children at risk of going hungry, living in unsafe conditions and experiencing negative influences.  In addition, the delay of the grant increase will continue to penalize the most vulnerable families in our state and leave families with 70 percent of the purchasing power the grant had in 1990.  This means less money being spent by these families in their local communities – hurting both the individual families and the local economy. 
    Revenue
    • The Governor has proposed letting a tax surcharge expire at the end of the calendar year for the top earners in the state.  The expiration of this surcharge on individuals earning over $200,000 and married couples earning over $300,000 will cost the state $1 billion in the 2011-2012 fiscal year and $4 – $5 billion the following year. 
     These surcharges were put in place to address the last fiscal challenge in New York three years ago.  At a time when we continue to face incredible budget deficits, devastating cuts to core services like education, and high unemployment rates, New York should not let this surcharge expire.  New York already has the most drastic income disparities in the country.  Since 1980, the richest 1 percent of New Yorkers has grown from representing 10 percent of all wealth to 35 percent of all wealth in the state.  Without this surcharge, New York will need to make even more crippling cuts in the next fiscal year. 

  • What Child is This?

    Sure, as much as we’d like to think we know — we don’t really know who these children are growing up around us.  We may have thought one would never amount to anything, and look at him now.  Another seemed to have an early golden touch, but somehow, lost his way.  We certainly can’t predict what will happen….well, some things we can predict.  We know that, by and large, if a child has to make his or her own way because we are absent, neglectful, abusive and self-absorbed — without the intervention of God Almighty…yeah…we have some idea of how that could turn out.

    Whether we give this child everything or nothing, she is still in the hands of God.

    So are we. The thing is — no matter how things turn out — God is watching us and we will be called into account for the “mean estate” so many children have to endure.  How unimaginative of us!  Poverty, the absence of loving adults, homelessness, hunger, low expectations, the refusal of power to invest in their potential….what mean, mean unimaginative estates.

    We will be held accountable for the senseless spears that pierce their hopes and dreams…violent communities, unstructured homes, boundary-less and undisciplined lives, they way we sacrifice and crucify their childhoods on the altars of common gods.

    Whatever child “this is” in your presence this season, haste to bring them a new and hopeful future.  Haste to be a real shepherd — go looking for “this child” to guard and keep watch over. Haste to be an Angel and sing a different tune on their behalf — sing justice and sing investment in their futures.

    What child is this, who, laid to rest
    On Mary’s lap is sleeping,
    Whom angels greet with anthems sweet
    While shepherds watch are keeping?

    This, this is Christ the King,
    Whom shepherds guard and angels sing;
    Haste, haste to bring Him laud,
    The baby, the son of Mary!

    Why lies He in such mean estate
    Where ox and ass are feeding?
    Good Christian, fear: for sinners here
    The silent Word is pleading.

    Nails, spear shall pierce him through,
    The Cross be borne for me, for you;
    Hail, hail the Word Made Flesh,
    The babe, the son of Mary!

    So bring Him incense, gold, and myrrh;
    Come, peasant, king, to own Him!
    The King of Kings salvation brings;
    Let loving hearts enthrone Him!

    Raise, raise the song on high!
    The virgin sings her lullaby.
    Joy! joy! for Christ is born,
    The babe, the son of Mary!

  • Read The Full Transcript of Rev. Dr. Emma Jordan Simpson’s Jubilee Day Address, ” Turning Darkness Into Day”

    In October, The Rev. Dr. Emma Jordan-Simpson(’85), Executive Director for Children’s Defense Fund-New York, was Fisk’s Jubilee Day Speaker. Due to the overwhelming response and inquiry, the University has obtained permission from Dr. Simpson to repost the transcript of her address, “Turning Darkness Into Day.” 

    While at Fisk as a student, Simpson was a member of the Jubilee Singers for three of her four undergraduate years. “I chose Fisk for lots of reasons, but mostly because I fell in love with the powerful theology of the Negro Spirituals,” Simpson said. “I am still taken by the faith of these songs..Especially now as my work at the Children’s Defense Fund focuses more and more on sounding the alarm about America’s cradle to prison pipeline crisis, these songs continue to provide clarity of mission for me.”

    Below is Simpson’s address, “Turning Darkness Into Day,” from Jubilee Day 2010:

    Turning Darkness Into Day

    I often reminisce with the members of my class about what life was like while we were students here at Fisk.  Earlier this year, Dr. Paul Kwami referred to those years – 1981 – 1985 as the “dark years.”  Sure – we were young and stupid and they were, indeed, years of incredible challenge:

     We were out on the streets singing and collecting money in cans;

    • We endured weeks at a time with no heat and no hot water in the dorms;
    • Some of my classmates, who will remain nameless, stood in line in front of the president’s house dressed in bathrobes and slippers waiting for permission to take a shower;
    • Resources were cut all over the place – they even threatened to end the Jubilee Singers program in mid-year;
    • And, they did eliminate the position for the Dean of this Chapel.  That’s how students got stuck with me!

    They were years of challenge and we acknowledge that. But, for better or worse, learning to “face down the challenge of the day” is a critical part of the Fisk Experience.  (Admittedly, we’d like less of some challenges….)  Yet what we endured and continue to endure could never compare to the experiences of those who started this vision – who deeply desired as John Work wrote in the second and third verse of our alma mater – that there would be an institution pulling Ethiopia’s children from North, East, South and West to inspire them – and then sending them back out into the world, carrying the charge to “Go, turn darkness into day.”

    That’s a heavy charge and commission:  to turn darkness into day.  There is something about this experience that does shape and form within us vision, perspective and tools to go out into the world’s wildernesses – with that charge: go and turn darkness into day. 

    I did not come to preach a sermon, but let me tell you a little story found in the bible, Genesis (21: 14 – 20) of Abraham and Sarah.  Most of us know their story, but we do not acknowledge that in the shadow of their great story of faith is an understory of injustice and struggle.  And, we will never really understand the power of this story, or the power of the American Dream until we wrestle with and acknowledge the under stories – the places where darkness is still waiting for the light of day.

    We call Abraham the Father of Faith.  Sarah, his wife, wanted nothing more in life than to have her own child. Yet, she reached the age well beyond maturity and she had no children. When she heard that God would still give her one, she laughed – and sure enough, she bore Isaac! 

    However, under that story of joyous laughter and faith is the story of Hagar and Ishmael.

    Hagar was Sarah’s slave. Because Sarah could not wait for God’s promises to her to be fulfilled, she gave Hagar to Abraham so that Abraham could produce a son. However, after Isaac was born – Hagar and Ishmael were thrown away. And one of the last, poignant visions we see of Hagar and Ishmael counters the story of laughter and joy and Abraham and Sarah going off to become the father and mother of great nations.  It’s the vision of Hagar – now left a single mother, unemployed (now that she no longer even has the job of slave!), poor, and under-resourced and thrust into the dark wilderness with her teenage son, her boy child, with only enough food and water to last them a short while – certainly not long enough to make it through.

    There are other sides to Power’s story of triumph!  These songs of our legacy are about the other side of the story.  They are about the hopes, dreams, and aspirations of people who have been left out, who were thrown away.  These songs tell how some people prospered on the backs of others, but they also declare that God would have the last word.  Our ancestors understood the futility of a half story –

    Of bibles meant for slaves with all of the passages about freedom and liberation removed.

    • Of sermons preached to slaves about, obey – but never about “rise up.”
    • Of stories about God that did not take into account that of all that God is — God is the God of Justice.
    I got shoes, you got shoes, all God’s children got shoes.
    When we get to heaven, we’re gonna put on our shoes,
    we’re going to walk all over God’s heaven.
    But — but – everybody talking about heaven Ain’t going there!

    Abraham and Sarah have a promise from God but decided not to wait for God’s promises to be fulfilled in God’s time.  They saw Hagar as a means to an end.  They decided that they were going to take matters into their own hands and – they use Hagar, abuse Hagar – and then when Sarah finally gives birth — they throw Hagar and her child away.

    In the end, Abraham and Sarah receive their blessing. So does Hagar and her child.  If told together, the stories could be a powerful reminder to generations to come not to use, abuse and throw people away.  If told together, these stories could form an amazing testimony that demonstrates just how faithful God is to deliver on the promises that God has made to everybody.

    However, these stories are rarely, if ever, told together. 

    Just like we often do not tell the story of America in a way that honors the stories of the slaves who built this country — because people do not want to be reminded of this side of the story.  And, we – standing in their footsteps, sitting on their shoulders and benefitting from their sacrifices – we do not want to be reminded of “those slavery days, and especially not those slave songs.” 

    We want an upbeat story, a positive story.  But the upbeat, positive story of Abraham and Sarah is shallow at best, without Hagar and Ishmael.  And, America’s story means very little without our understanding how and why these songs came to be.

    Hagar’s story is reminiscent of our sojourn in this country:  some people came over, took the land from the people who were already here – and in the course of claiming and living out what they believed to be their “destiny,” their promise, God’s desire for them to live in a land that would be free –

    They use African people, and enslave them to support a vision of life that was dependent upon slave labor;

    • They create a system that abuses those who are enslaved;
    • And then, when they get what they want, they throw these people away.

    Look around – our different colors, shades and hues — beautiful as we are – our different colors, shades and hues remind us of Hagar’s understory. 

    And that today, our sons, like Ishmael, are often more familiar with a weapon than they are with a father’s love or with a community that won’t throw him away, is but one indication of just how deep and fractured this story has become and how complicit we have become in our own oppression.   

    Yet, we’ve got a charge to “Go and Turn Darkness Into Day.”

    While we have a Black president and the top of this country’s ranks of the wealthy swells with a few more black media personalities, actors, and athletes,  – the bottom rung of America grows poorer, and black and browner and angrier every year.

    The dark underside of the American dream is a nightmare for the children of the children of the children of the children of slaves, and we have the nerve to say that because we now have a black president, we are living in a post-racial society – a society where race no longer matters and institutions like Fisk and historically black colleges are irrelevant.  Race is not irrelevant when:

    • Every 4 seconds a black public school student is suspended.*
    • Every 39 seconds a black high school student drops out.*
    • Every minute a black child is arrested.
    • Every minute a black baby is born to an unmarried mother.
    • Every 2 minutes a black baby is born into poverty.
    • Every 3 minutes a black child is abused or neglected.
    • Every 4 minutes a black baby is born without health insurance.
    • Every 6 minutes a black baby is born at low birth weight.
    • Every 14 minutes a black child is arrested for drug and violent crimes.
    • Every hour a black baby dies before his or her first birthday.
    • Every 6 hours a black child or teen is killed by a firearm.
    • Every day a black child dies of abuse or neglect.
    • Every 2 days a black child or teen commits suicide.

    * Based on calculations per school day (180 days of seven hours each) – Children’s Defense Fund

    Race is not irrelevant when –

    • A Black boy born in 2001 has a 1 in 3 chance of going to prison in his lifetime; a black girl born the same year has a 1 in 17 chance;
    • Nationally, black juveniles are about 4 times as likely to be incarcerated as their white peers.  In NYC, a black child is 32 times more likely to be incarcerated than a white child.
      • Only 50,000 black males earn a bachelor’s degree each year, but an estimated 1 in 3 black men ages 20 – 29 is under correctional supervision or control.  About 846,000 black males were incarcerated in state, federal and local jails at mid-year 2008. 
      • And in 2010 – there are more African American males ages 20 – 34 without a high school diploma or GED behind bars than there are black males employed in this whole country.

    How do we turn darkness into day? 


    It should not be enough that we can point to a list of

    • black doctors
    • black educators, scientists, lawyers and judges
    • black mayors, congress people, senators, governors, a black President
    • black writers and actors, directors and producers
    • black wealthy people –

     …because there is still an ever present, insidious understory of darkness, and injustice.  There is still an incredible under story of poverty and lack in the midst of great prosperity. 

    God save us – you and I — the children of Hagar, and those who have been given the gift of this incredible legacy and must accept the charge to turn darkness into day – if we choose instead to be drunk with the wine of the world, content with a lists of black firsts, a few magazine cover stories – when what God intends is that we should all be free! 

    No more auction block for me
    No more, no more
    No more auction block for me
    Many thousand gone.

    Slavery has not ended in America.  The auction block has not been put away.  It just looks different.  It takes on a new, more powerful form and institutes a more insidious form of oppression – because it is so easy for us – oppressors and oppressed – to look the other way. 

    This new slavery still carries some of the same marks as the old slavery:

    In the old slavery, all slaves were poor, had nothing, and owned nothing.  Pervasive poverty underscores the new slavery — more than 1 in 3 black children in this country lives under the poverty line.

    • In the old slavery, there was no such thing as medical care.  Inadequate access to health coverage drives this new slavery – 1 in 9 black children have no health coverage even after health reform.
    • In the old slavery, it was a crime to teach blacks to read.  In this new slavery, black and Hispanic children routinely show up to kindergarten lagging behind their white peers because we do not invest in early education. When 85% of black fourth graders cannot read at grade level, and 88% of black fourth graders cannot do math at grade level, we have doomed them to be the slaves of a new economy which will have no “good” use for them.

    So many have said it before – Martin Luther King, Jr.; Marian Wright Edelman — this country will never be America until it is America for everyone.  America has to reconcile the under stories it has helped to write.  And if we can learn anything from our mothers and fathers who sang these songs, it is this:  God will not suffer half a story.

    God is not imprisoned in some ivory tower.  These songs that our ancestors have gifted to us remind us that, even now, God is not chained to some huge contemporary praise cathedral or center disconnected from the pain of our communities.  God abides in our struggles and God works to turn darkness into day.  And, God invites us with every breath to join God in that work.

    There is a light shining in the heaven for me
    There is a light shining for me.
    O, way over yonder in the heaven, there is a light shining for me.
    I may have to pray so hard and bow so low, but there is a light shining in heaven for me.

    The songs remind us that there will be — there will be God’s Justice:

    Come down, come down, my Lord, come down.
    My Lord is writing all the time.
    And take me up to wear a crown, my Lord is writing all the time!
    Oh, He sees all you do – and He hears all you say.
    My Lord is writing all the time.
    When I was down in Egypt land
    My lord is writing all the time.
    I heard some talk of the Promised Land
    My lord is writing all the time
    Oh, He sees all you do – and He hears all you say,
    My Lord is writing all the time.




    And God will have the last word.

     Oh, the rocks and the mountains shall all flee away,
    And you shall have a new hiding place that day.
    Brother, brother give up your heart to God,
    And you shall have a new hiding place that day.

    God has a plan for America’s dark places and the sons and daughters of Fisk have a charge in that plan, and our responsibility has always been – because of how we were born – to go and turn darkness into day.  We can enter into partnership with God.  We come to Fisk to be inspired and then, equipped to go out again, to turn darkness into day.  

    We can go out and start free after school and Saturday programs for children but we can also speak truth to power about this country’s broken and inequitable educational system and its policies.

    We can go out and open a community based mental health clinic but we can also speak truth to power about the 15,000 children in this country who are incarcerated in juvenile detention facilities, some as young as 7 years old, solely because mental health services are not available in their communities.

    Stay in the field
    Stay in the field, O Warriors
    Stay in the field –
    Till the war is ended.

    When our ancestors lifted these words, they were engaging in subversive and revolutionary conversation.  Those in power heard these words and thought one thing.  But those who sang them meant something altogether different.  They were encouraging each other not to leave the road that would lead to freedom. Don’t waver. Don’t get sidetracked. Do not leave the road that leads to freedom.

    Freedom does not come from storing up information and knowledge for your own benefit and gain.  Freedom for you, freedom for this country – freedom for all of us comes from what you do with what you know. 

     Let’s turn darkness into day.

     Let’s subvert the whole world order.

    Here’s a blessing to help us do that…  (Adapted from the Franciscan Blessing)

    May God bless you with discomfort at easy answers, half-truths,
    at half-stories and superficial relationships,
    So that you may question and live deep within your heart.
    May God bless you with anger at injustice, oppression and exploitation of people,
    So that you may work for justice, freedom and peace.
    May God bless you with tears shed for those who suffer from pain,
    rejection, starvation and war –
    So that you may reach out your hand to comfort them and turn their pain into joy.
    And may God bless you with enough foolishness to believe 
    that you can really make a difference in this world.
    May God bless you to believe that it is on you – it is on you — to turn the world “right side-up.”
    May God bless you to write with your life a more powerful 
    and compassionate letter to the future than the one you received.
    May God bless you to be bold, to honor your race,
    to honor your legacy and to be unafraid to walk in the dark places with songs of light, 
    with songs of struggle, with songs of mourning that turn into victory – with songs of power –
    So that you can do what others claim cannot be done,
    and what millions of children are waiting on you to do.
    Amen.


  • A Hymn for Today….

    Let us hope when hope seems hopeless
    when the dreams we dreamed have died.
    When the morning breaks in brightness,
    hunger shall be satisfied.
    One who sows the fields with weeping
    shall retrace the sorrowing way and rejoice in harvest bounty
    at the breaking of the day.

    Faith and hope in Love’s compassion
    will survive though knowledge cease,
    though the tongues of joy fall silent,
    dull the words of prophecies.
    Faith shall see and trust its object;
    Hope shall set its anchor sure, love shall blossom in love eternal
    Faith and hope and love endure.

    Like a child outgrowing childhood,
    setting childhood things away
    we will learn to live in freedom
    in the life of God’s new day.
    Now we see as in a mirror
    then we shall see face to face…understand how Love’s compassion
    blossoms through amazing Grace.

    Emma Lou Diemer, 1994

  • If Joseph Dreams….

    The Flight Into Egypt, Matthew 2:13
    “Now after they had left, an angel of the Lord appeared to Joseph in a dream and said, “Get up, take the child and his mother, and flee to Egypt, and remain there until I tell you; for Herod is about to search for the child to destroy him. Then Joseph got up, took the child and his mother by night, and went to Egypt, and remained there until the death of Herod….” Matthew 2: 13,14, 15a
    When there was a public, credible and sustained threat made against the life of the baby Jesus, an Angel of the Lord visited Joseph in a dream and gave him a plan to secure the child’s safety.  Obediently, and probably very grateful for the vision, Joseph arose and followed the inspired plan.  By doing so, Joseph made a world of difference for all of us — for history, for eternity, for generations to come. 
    Today, there is a public, credible and sustained threat made against the very lives of poor children of color.
    • Though no children should be targeted, arrested and incarcerated the way we seem to be doing, Black children in New York city are 32 times more likely to be incarcerated than White children.
    • Children of color, primarily African-American and Latino youth, make up 95% of the young people entering the city’s detention facilities; children are routinely charged with nonviolent offenses, including misdemeanors and technical offenses.
    • Children who live in South Jamaica, East New York, Bedford Stuyvesant, Harlem, Tremont, University Heights, Brownsville, Eastchester, Morris Heights, Saint George, East Harlem, Soundview, Bedford Park, the South Bronx and Far Rockaway — live most profoundly under the perverse rule of the spirit of Herod.   These communities have the highest rates of detention, the highest levels of poverty, poor housing and under-performing schools — and they desperately need Joseph to step forward with a dream and a plan.

     Joseph went to great lengths to protect Jesus and Mary.  When it became clear to him what Herod planned, Joseph did what he had to do to secure a refuge for his family against sure death.  He was not put off by the questions surrounding Jesus’ paternity, despite the community gossip.  Jesus was the child he claimed, and so he dreamed and acted.

    There is a great deal of “good reform” happening in New York’s juvenile justice system.  I’m glad about it. But, I’m not satisfied.  System reform is necessary but certainly not enough because our children are endangered not just by broken child-serving systems (education, child welfare, access to health care, community and faith institutions) that routinely eat them alive and then dump them into the juvenile justice system. The world is broken and fallen — and a broken and fallen world chews up vulnerable people because it has no investment in a future worth considering. 

    The fate of children in a broken world seems sealed by the loss of “The Joseph” who dreams, acts and protects.

    Where is Joseph?

    • Some Josephs have fled the community without child and mother.
    • Some Josephs are physically present, but overwhelmed, lonely, disconnected, under-employed, unemployed…and gratefully sleep a dreamless sleep or battle with nightmares.
    • Some Josephs themselves are battered by oppression and caught up in the revolving doors of penal institutions, mental health centers, substance abuse clinics and homeless shelters.
    • Still other Josephs are absorbed in self and caught up in the power of immediate gratification fed by a media machine the likes of which we have never seen before.

    Yet, in spite of this — and because of the grace of God,  there are still some incredible Josephs among us — men who stand tall in the community for their own children, and who stand for other children, who like Joseph’s Jesus, are not the children of their loins.  It seems as if the winds of the world are always against them. They struggle to make their voices heard above the din of rhetoric, but even more so, they struggle to hold on to dreams in a world which still does not value a Black man’s dream.

    You won’t find their stories or witnesses reported by the media, but they are there.
    You won’t find them receiving big awards from community groups, but children are surviving who otherwise would not because of them.
    You won’t find their names inscribed on buildings, but everyday they struggle against the Devil himself so that children can find safe passage from home to school and back again.

    My prayer is that these Josephs will be supported, encouraged to dream, empowered to act on their dreams and that they will be strengthened to put their plans into action.  My prayer is that God will raise a new generation of Community Josephs — men who will fearlessly claim and protect the children, the Jesus, in their neighborhoods.

    We need Josephs who will not be swayed by community or media gossip about the worthiness of our own children. We need Josephs who will refute the spirit of Maury Povich with the declaration — “I may not be the father, but these are the children I claim and I will protect them.”
    This world is not a friend to children, to poor people, to vulnerable people.  It does what it does — chews them up and spits them out.  But, the world has always done that and we should not be surprised.
     
    Here’s what we also know:  Joseph makes a difference.

    Joseph makes the difference.

    He stands between Herod on the warpath and the child who will grow up to bless us.

    Herod slaughtered a generation of little boys.  That’s what Herods do. We must work to seize the power of Herod. We must work to eliminate Herod’s power to systematically snuff out a generation of vulnerable children via broken, failing systems.

    there is nothing more dangerous to the powers of the world if Joseph dreams…  

    If Joseph dreams, there will be no stopping him!

    “God, You are the giver of dreams.  You are the inspiration for freedom. 
    We cannot be free if our Josephs, if our fathers, can’t dream. 
    Where they are tired, give them sabbath rest.  
    Where they are discouraged, speak into their hearts. 
    Where they are lonely and disconnected, 
    help them to find a community of Jesus Friends. 
    Where they are battered by the storms of the world, 
    give them shelter and the assurance that storms don’t last, You do. 
    God, send Your Holy Spirit and lift up a new generation
    of Community Josephs.  
    Amen.”
  • A Watershed Moment: Finding Life in the God-Story
    I remember the day as if it were yesterday.  I was on my way to the Fisk Memorial Chapel one late Saturday afternoon to prepare for the next day’s worship service.  It was fall of my junior year — and the university was broke, and unfortunately stuck with me as a makeshift student chaplain.  If there was to be leadership for Sunday worship, if there was to be an effort to make ready a space for students to gather to give praises to God — if there was to be someone to choose the morning’s hymns and to figure out how to transpose the keys on the opening and closing hymns and play them on the broken carillon with its keyboard full of stuck and missing keys (and to do that without cussing!), then I needed to get my butt in gear.  
    As I headed to the Chapel, two brothers (as in dudes — don’t know if they were related!) approached me.  I vaguely heard their attempts at getting my attention, but my mind was focused on the task at hand (i.e., what is the deal with tomorrow’s worship — and where are You, God — do YOU really think this is funny?!?!?!? At least keep me from abusing the campus with wrongly transposed hymns on this broken carillon because everybody’s got enough ISSUES and who needs to hear a weirded out version of “O, For a Thousand Tongues to Sing”!!!!).  
    I did not hear the brothers call out to me.  Bad mistake.  Rude dudes do not like to be ignored.
    They stopped a few other classmates and asked questions about me — probably something on the order of, “who does she think she is, ignoring all of this double good Mack-daddy-ness?!”  From what I understand, these brothers were assured — “she’s not ignoring you, she’s not like that — she just focused on the ultimate challenge for tomorrow.”
    And, that did not sit well with the dudes.
    Later, they came knocking on the door.
    Them:  “We’d like to talk to you.  We heard that you are studying to be a “minister”.
    Me:  Okay.
    Them:  “Well, let’s talk about that.  We are seminary students here in Nashville — and we know that God doesn’t call women to preach. In fact, it’s ridiculous for a woman to serve as a minister of the Gospel in any capacity.”
    Me:  Okay. (But really thinking…ridiculous?  Dang, that’s deep!)
    Them:  “Can we come in?”
    Me:  Okay. 
    (I would like to say that I was being open-minded about this and just wanted to debate with them. The truth is, nobody told me that God did not call women to preach. This bit of info was relatively new “news” to me. Even though I did not meet a woman minister (the Rev. Dr. Karen Y. Collier) until I landed at Fisk University, it did not occur to me that folks had real issues with this until long after I had accepted my call and preached that first sermon at the age of 17. My role model for ridiculousness was James Snodgrass. I grew up watching him walk the Jericho roads in my hometown of Newark, NJ.  I watched him challenge the conditions that produced Jericho roads for so many vulnerable people.  It was not glamorous work! Who would volunteer for that? Who would do that outside of being compelled by God?  So, I’m thinking that is what ministers do –it just never occurred to me that there were “folks” who cared that the Jericho roads be “manned.” 
    I also was thinking that I really wanted to hear why these students thought it was ridiculous for a woman to serve as a minister of the gospel in any capacity.  I mean, we were standing on the campus of Fisk University, whose heartbeat was life for former slaves who proved that God often calls the least expected to do ridiculous things.  
    Ridiculous? Maybe, I was. 
    Yet even so, here I stood listening to fragments of this conversation. A “first generation” college student standing here because of the whispering dreams of slaves — men and women — who dared to hope that their dreams for me – me — would not be too ridiculous for God to honor.  
    Anyway, I digress….I wanted to hear the arguments so I listened more intently to their conversation, and they were more than happy to share.  
    Them: (Actually, Dude No. 1 — “it’s really about Eve.  She brought sin into the world through her weakness.”
    Me:  Wow. You really think that? (But, I’m really thinking…dude, if you think that, my preaching is really the least of your problems, buddy. Just who is your momma?)
    Them:  (Actually, Dude No. 2 — “no, it’s really about the Apostles admonitions for women to be quiet in the church.  We need discipline and order. Going against a direct command like that is a sin.”
    Me.  Oh. (I’m really thinking…what about all the other commands and admonitions? Shellfish, pork, relieving yourself within the confines of the camp, differentials in time for “uncleanliness” after the birth of a son or a daughter, slaves obeying masters….gosh, if faith and obedience was really that simple, just who has been in charge of making it so hard???? Get them to stop it!”)
    Them:  Literally, them — they started arguing back and forth between each other about the real reasons God’s call to me was ridiculous. There was no agreement among them, no consensus on anything except “no women.” But, who knows why? Naturally? Inherently and uniquely sinful? Or, because it was the command of the Apostle?  Tough decisions…
    My head swung back and forth as if I were at a tennis match.  Pretty soon, They forgot all about Me and argued and debated with Each Other as if I were not in the room.
    And then it hit me –I experienced a phenomenal moment of grace as this “discussion” was raging on – grace that ushered in a watershed moment for me with respect to understanding myself as God’s own and understanding. 
    Their discussion shifted from sharing their scriptural “proof-texts” to arguing among themselves about the real reasons God does not call women to lead.  As I was registering the disagreements they were having among themselves – and the range of scriptural texts they were throwing around to prove God’s propensity to steer away from women — something happened to me that changed my life forever.  By now, these guys had forgotten all about me in the room and were totally focused on their own argument. I knew that I was where I was, not because of scriptural texts. I was standing in the fullness of who I was – poor, black, female, maybe ridiculous, but called — because of the whole God-story.  
    At that moment, by the grace of God, I saw it:  they were arguing about something that God had settled long ago. 
    I am made in the image of God. I could get lost in the “verses,” over which we will argue until the end-times, or I could find my life in the God-story.  
    I am still choosing the Big God-Story.     
    It is a big, big, simple story: God traveled down through generations and interrupted the flow of time and history to wrap God’s self in flesh and to move into our neighborhood. God did this so that God could walk with us, turn us around, grace us with freedom and liberty, show us how much we are loved and teach us how to love one another. That love led Jesus to Calvary and that same love raised Him up on the third day for God’s sake, but also so that we would know that our lives — our hopes, our ridiculous dreams, and our spirits — did not have to end in a borrowed tomb.  For those who pursue that love, there is a charge and challenge for today and a resting place for tomorrow.  Tomorrow’s rest is not sleep. It is an exit from weariness, slavery, brokenness and travail. It is entry into the greatest choir of Singers of all time. These Singers never stop singing in harmony — incredible voices of an untold number! (You need male and female voices to sing this kind of harmony — the songs of the redeemed!)
    It is an awesome responsibility to faithfully extend — every day — the invitation to all of God’s people to find themselves in this big, big, simple story.    It is a huge effort to witness to God’s desire for all people, not just some, to be caught up in this story…especially when power prioritizes a few verses here and there.      
    Because those dudes really liked to hear themselves talking, their argument raged on without my input.  Most arguments do not need my input, hence the conviction that my energy will be spent elsewhere, namely, picking up people (with my hand and with a Word) who have been beaten down on the Jericho Road, and witnessing against the power of that old enemy – slavery. I will be doing the ridiculous work of challenging the conditions that create Jericho Roads in the neighborhoods where vulnerable people live.
    I thanked God for the grace of the moment.   
    Then I served them popcorn as I worked out in my head the order of Chapel Service for the next Sunday and prayed that I could settle on a simple call to worship in the key of C, the only truly working key on the carillon!
    Here is a prayer for anyone who finds himself or herself on a bench at a world-class tennis match where the ultimate goal is to immerse you in an argument that is not yours: 
    “God, send us Your Grace that we might not get lost in anything 
    except the incredibly Big Story of your amazing love. 
    Amen.”
  • “Then the King will say to those at his right hand, 
    ‘Come, you that are blessed by my Father, 
    inherit the the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world; 
    for I was hungry and you gave me food, 
    I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, 
    I was a stranger and you welcomed me,
    I was naked and you gave me clothing, I was sick and you took care for me, 
    I was in prison and you visited me.”
    Matthew 25: 34-36

    Here’s a question:  what does it mean to be “blessed” by the “Father”?  What does it mean to stand as an inheritor of the Kingdom of God?

    If we believe the hype about contemporary theology — preaching, teaching, music and writings –we would think that a blessing is all about the material and the paper, the property and the status.  But here, Jesus is very clear. The “blessed” are those who have heeded God’s call to meet the needs of the most vulnerable among us.  The blessed are those who do not ignore the hungry, the thirsty, the strangers, the naked, those who are sick and those who are bound and in need of liberty. 

    What’s interesting is that Jesus describes the blessed as those who have responded to need with exactly what was needed. Too often, we give the things we don’t want anymore.  We give the things we feel people should have, not the things people really need.  Or, we give and our giving is more about us and what we want and not really about the need of the other.

    But Jesus dignifies and respects the deepest needs within us and reflects the love of a Father who would not dare answer His children’s need for bread with a stone or a rock.

    Hunger was met with food — not a warm smile.
    Thirst was met with something to drink — not a warm prayer.
    Nakedness was met with clothing — not warm wishes.

    It should not surprise us that Jesus would try to be clear about who the inheritors of His Kingdom would be.  There have always been so many pretenders to the throne.  We use the gospel to enrich ourselves, to store up and justify wealth and power.  Yet, that kind of power is fleeting.  Even though “might may yield to right” for a while, that kind of might is not forever.  God — the Father — will have the last word.

    We interpret the scriptures to suit ourselves and to justify our grip on our privilege.  But we certainly cannot do that here. The Kingdom that God has been preparing before the foundation of the world is to be shared with those who strive to make the gospel real, to live and witness to the gospel in ways that serve to transform the circumstances of people who suffer — people who refuse to buy the lie that “being blessed” can be separated from “doing blessing.”  Does that make sense?  Faith…works….

    If we take this message further, given that Jesus never hesitated to ground his examples in the realities of people’s lives, we could add:

    I was lonely and you comforted me
    I was fatherless and you stood up and stood in the gap for me
    I was motherless and you rocked me in your arms

    How will the blessed answer the needs of today’s vulnerable?

    Children who need loving and present fathers, children who need foster and adoptive families, children who need stable homes?

    Here’s a prayer for this Father’s Day eve:

    God, despite what the world says “good fathers” are not rare.  They are all around us.  We don’t see them because we are so busy focusing on the fathers who have gone astray.  Please, send a double portion of Your spirit to rest on the Fathers in our communities.  Help them to stand for their own and to stand in the gap for others. Encourage their efforts to share their love, multiply their capacity to respond as fathers to the incredible season of father-hunger we face as a society.  Grant them grace and the courage to stake their place.  In a deeper and more meaningful way, whisper in their ears the bold and audacious truth:  just as we need mothers, there is a place within all of us that can only be reached by a loving father, and You, God, desire that your children’s needs be metAmen. 

  • I am not superhuman.

    Though I may act like a superwoman sometimes, I am limited, small, broken and terribly flawed. In the face of struggle and conflict, the instinct to strike out, to flee or to fight back is so strong…overwhelming, sometimes.  A world filled with wounded fighters — even fighters who strike out against just causes — can be a tough place to live.

    We have to fight, of course. 
    We have to stand up, of course. 
    We have to do what we can, as those of old would say, “to hold up the blood-stained banner.”

    But thanks be to God, we don’t have to do anything by ourselves.
    Thanks be to God, we may be fighters, but the righteous fight does not belong to us and we do not determine its bottom line victory.

    And, thanks be to God, that God is bigger than all this world has to throw at us — bigger than that which wears us down and bigger than that which overwhelms us.

    God is even bigger than our soul’s deepest grief.

    I’ve been chastising myself for holding on to grief. I’m frustrated with myself and I cannot seem to let it go.  How long will I feel this aching void in the deepest place where I live? Why can’t I seem to move on? Battering myself with “get over it” impatience…

    Grief is debilitating and wears at the sensitive place…right in the middle of “determination to move forward” and “why?”.  The angrier I get at myself for holding on to this grief, the more raw that place in between “maybe, I can move on” and “no, I can’t because…why, why, why?” becomes.
    The crazy thing is…I don’t even realize I’m doing that to myself until I see somebody else doing it to themselves….the urge to reach out to help is instinctual. The preacher has no miracle magic words — only a song that, with God’s grace, can become testimony for all who grieve. 

    So, today, I’m grateful for the testimony of Horatio Spafford.  His words speak to how God really can be bigger than the deepest grief.  God can take that which is so wrong in this world, hold us in His hands, and make us well. What would it be like to trust, like Horatio Spafford, that God really can make our grief-stricken, battered souls well?  He wrote this hymn as he was processing horrible grief — the loss of his four daughters who were drowned on a sinking ship.  The words have been updated for contemporary use, but they still comprise a powerful testimony that God is big.

    When peace, like a river, upholds me each day,
    when sorrows like sea billows roll:
    whatever my lot, You have taught me to say,
    “It is well, it is well with my soul!”

    Though evil should tempt me, though trials should come,
    let this blessed assurance control:
    that Christ has regarded my helpless estate
    and has paid life and blood for my soul!

    My sin — oh, the bliss of this glorious thought — my sin,
    not in part, but the whole —
    is nailed to the cross and I bear it no more,
    Praise the Lord, Praise the Lord, O my soul!

    O God, speed the day that is filled with Your light,
    when clouds are rolled back as a scroll –
    the trumpet shall sound
    and the Lord shall appear, “Even so” — it is well with my soul!

    It is well
    with my soul…
    It is well, it is well
    with my soul!